I missed the shot I wanted when I took this last October but I was still pretty pleased with this one. :)
I’m so mad right now that I am literally sick to my stomach. My aunt called me earlier to talk to me about my Mom. Mom is having a rough time financially, she’s very ill, and has some other issues, all of which I’m well aware of. We help her as much as possible. So does her church, so does a few other people. My brother, who lives with mom, does not help out and so my mom is sitting up there with no food. I can’t help her because we’re in Virginia. We had to call Marshall’s parents to see if they would take her some food tomorrow.
Apparently Mom told my aunt that no one cares, she doesn’t want to live anymore, etc. and so on. I don’t even feel like going into it all. I seriously feel like I’m about to throw up. I guess that she (Mom) hinted around that she has no where to live (she thinks her landlord is going to kick her out). I’m sorry, but she cannot live with us again. She just can’t. One reason is that I have no room for her to live with us anymore. Cain is coming home in the summer, Brooke lives at home now. There is NO room. Plus, last time she lived with us there were things going on that she didn’t tell us about until she had moved out. It just can’t happen. I’m sorry. I’m truly sorry, and I don’t know what to do because she IS my mom. I don’t know how to help her but I guess I will have to figure something out.
I’m not being mean towards my mother and I hope it doesn’t come across that way. Of course I love her very much. Of course I want wants best for her. OF COURSE I want her to have somewhere to live, and for her to have all the money and food she needs. People have to remember that we are supporting two college kids. We have our own bills.
I’m tired of feeling guilty over all of this. TIRED OF IT.