My “Fit Before 40” hasn’t been going as well as I hoped. I haven’t been to the gym in…well, I couldn’t tell you when. I started back tonight, with Brooke, Cain, and Kandi. I only have eight months to lose a gazillion pounds. I don’t know WHY I can’t commit to doing something and actually DOING it. I’ve GOT to do this. Please, please (seriously) pray for me.
Tomorrow I’m going to go get some scales. I’m also starting my Alli that I bought about a year ago. I’ve been super-hesitant (obviously) to start it. I’m sure you’ve heard about the “treatment effects,” right? They’re not pretty. I’m going to give it a go anyway.
I was a lazy bum today. You know why…same ol’ same ol. I’m hoping that by my going back to the gym that I’ll work myself to the point of exhaustion. Maybe then when my head hits the pillow I’ll actually sleep.